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Name: Rachel
Location: Toronto, Canada
Gender: Female
Interests: music. computer. photography. pets. amusement parks. friends. outdoors. first aid. medvents. paramedics. campfires. stairway to heaven necklace. love. malls. makeup. abercrombie and fitch. hollister. french connection. american eagle. garage. mexx waterlove. JLo Love at First Glow. Guess eau de parfum. abercrombie and fitch fierce. volleyball. swimming. archery. tattoos. Ron Ng. Raymond Lam. my dog. anything interesting.
Occupation: Student
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Member Since:
1/2/2006
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| November 5, 2007
i was late today for math >.< at lunch time i went home for lunch, thought it was a day 2 so i went back to school for period 4 and i saw jia li in the caf and so i was wondering what day it was since we don't have the saem spare then i found out it was a day 1 and missed biology by accident...but luckily there wasn't anything important to do during that class...so i went home and then went to work...i had to work with a new girl since the person i worked with quitted the job.. the new girl was okay at least we talked and shes good at this job so =)
November 6, 2007
we didn't have medvents =)
November 7, 2007
at work the time passed so fast =( it felt like he left so early..but really he left on time. i wish i had more time to look at him and talk to him...but *sigh* i can't...heeeee
November 8, 2007
we had a remembrance day assembly today...it was boring T.T today after school i was suppose to do my homework and follow ashleys schedule that she wrote in my agenda but didn't because i fell asleep...i was so tired after school...i woke up at around 8 or so then went on the computer and tried not to watch the chinese series..i started on my biology assignment at 9:45pm and finished it at around 2:45AM, i just can't believe i did a bio assignment all by myself without any of my friends help...i felt so proud...if i can do the assignment then i should be able to do the essay too!! i really need to work harder in biology or i wouldnt be able to get 65% to get into college...but it would be impossible for me to get 65% but i can still try T.T i just wish i can remember things easily...
November 9, 2007
i had an early early dissmissal today since my spare was during the last period...when i got home i went to eat wendys with my mom and i was suppose to go to MHQ with my friends so i went to the ban to get money and this guy kept staring at me while i was waiting for my mom like doubleu tee eff ^^" will my friends kinda floped so we didn't go to MHQ after all even though i really wanted to go...i stayed home to watch china tv and then fell asleep after a while
November 10, 2007
i woke up at around 12 something today and i have no work...i finished watching "Steps" a chinese series and now i'm planning to get started on my biology work..i need to study for the test and also finish the essay which is due on monday...i don't know how i'm gonna do it since it's 6 pages long =( and i don't feel like i have enough sources to actully type 6 pages about my topic...but i have to try...
...*sigh* i don't know why i still look at his msn name to see if he's online, away, busy or idle....i really need to stop. he really has nothing to do with me anymore. i want to delete him but i just can't. he already has a gf he probably forgot about me by now...he doesn't want me..i'm too shy for him. but whatever...it's life and i should move on.
heee my cousin riped off a lock for us ^^ it was so funny lmao. now we have new lockers beside each other one for our clothes and one for our books ^^" | | |
| October 31, 2007
today after school...i went to the bank w/ my xxx and... then i went to the toyota place with him to get his new car then he drove me to work....today at work i was dressed up for halloween...valeria and ruth was dresse dup too so i wasnt the only one =)) adn the supervisor came...he seems cool. he was dressed up as a pirate hehee....during work my xxx called me cuz he wanted to pick me up after work so that i can sit in his new car..but then my mom came too so she picked me up and he left.
November 1, 2007
afterschool i slept...til dinner time...ate hot pot for dinner,,,i didnt really eat that much..heh
November 2, 2007
P.A. day =DD today i was home all day watchin fathers and sons....at around 7pm we went out to get food for hot pot .....
November 3, 2007
went to usa =D i got Abercrombie and Fitch Fierce heh even though its for men and i got an Abercrombie and Fitch fashion fleece which was $128, it is worth $158 in canada hehehe,,,,i wanted to get the tote and the scarf but i didnt have enough money =( and i dont want to get it in canada since its so much more expensive =( i want to go to usa again =)) and i also got a burton bag that i always wanted but i didnt get the one i wanted since i saw another style so i got that since i didnt see any of that style in canada....it was around $40 including tax =D really cheap except its not waterproof =( there was this longest traffic jam...lasted for 3 hours at the border going back to canada =(
November 4, 2007
went to work today hehe...<3 him. *hug* =(( blalallaa.......................i missed it!! boooo!
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| yayyy!!! today is the day i've been waiting for =D. haha i dressed up as a vampire for school =)) i didn't meet any of my friends though =( lots of people say i look scawy and stuff hehehee....well, i'm gonna dress up for work tonight too =) i wonder how that will go... =S
&& last night he finally messaged me....heh...he was pretty </3 but meh...doesn't have anything to do with me. we just talked for a few minits and then he went to sleep. | | |
| well...afterschool i was waiting for my cousin to go online but she didn't go on...so then i sent her a text message and she called me, i asked her the question. she did give me an answer but she wasn't really sure with it so she told me to call 1 800 668 6868...and it was kind of weird...but i eventually called them during work since it wasn't that busy and it wouldn't hurt to call them for any extra good advice and such...but in the end the lady on the phone says she couldn't really answer my question because it's really up to me depending on if i trust him or not...she suggested me to make a contract or talk to him about it but heh....maybe i should go with that just incase something goes wrong...and she asked me a lot of questions...god knows why...talked for like the longest time T.T *wasted.* but meh....i guess i could say it helped me a little tiny bit...i still don't have an answer and still deciding... =( i wish i knew what the answer should be...i don't know why i don't trust him..it's just some kind of feeling >.< but heh...i'll just see what happens when i talk to him again...maybe i'll have my answer then...and hopefully i will. or even better...if he says he don't need the lend anymore. *lost* D= i hope it's over sooon...very very soon, *sigh* why wouldn't he talk to me? he's online sometimes but he won't message....i messaged him but he never answers....i shouldn't be thinking so much about him and his girlfriend being over just because he took it off his name but whatever...this isn't really that important at the moment.
yay! i'm so looking forward to halloween! i get to dress up to school and also to work in my halloween costume...i've found a coworker whos gonna dress up to work too =D looks like i'm not gonna be the only one =)
until tomorrow...or the next. | | |
| October 22, 2007
went to the college fair with Leslie =D when we got there we just went around to get all the books and then we left heh...after that we went to school for last period...then i had to go to work 5-C
October 23 & 24 && 25, 2007
heh...i missed medvents today...i forgot about it >.<..i think i went to sleep when i got home...what a gooood sleep =D *sigh* he didn't work during the evening...but it's all good...omg...i think someone likes me...god knows why...i don't even know him...i don't have any courses with him nor talk to him...it's so weird =S October 26, 2007
we had the sac spirit assembly and it was pretty funny...the theme was some detective kinda thing...after school i had nothing to do so i went to sign k with Leslie and her friends...i bought candy for my brother and he bought it for me too...what's funny was that we both bought candy from a china store and it was both black currant flavor...the one i gave him was better!
October 27, 2007
i bought a halloween costume during my 1 hour break hehehe...i thought i wouldn't be able to find a good one because it was close to halloween so most of the good stuff should be sold out...i actully found a good costume but they didnt have my size....bought it anyway cuz i really wanted to dress up for halloween during school since i'm a grade 12 and i should show some spirit... i was at work from 11-3 4-8, when to the mall for my break and ate a chicken salada bagel it was really good =D, hehe xxxxxxx was like making stuff for me to "mange" =S i left work like 15 minits earlier because i was like dead tired and i had to take the bus home...i did something really stupid at work which should be kept unsaid..when i got home, my head was hurting... =S
October 28, 2007
hah...i forgot about the swiss chalet meeting this morning....luckily i forgort about it because it was 30 minits long it should've been 2 hours....but meh. i got to work and found out that we could wear our halloween costume to work...but i dont really know if it's true....i don't know if i will be dressing up...i really want to but i dont want to be the only one dressed up while working because it would feel really awkward. ...*sigh* today something kinda unexpected happened...it had something to do with my xxx what should i do? i can't decide...i wish i knew the answer...but i just don't know...i want to ask my cousin because i know she can give me an answer....but she is not online >.< *sigh* i guess i have to wait til tomorrow or the next to ask her and if not i'll just call her and ask =S but i'm sure she'll be online tomorrow...i hope. xxxxxx's msn changed =S i wonder what happened....did they break up?? are they in a fight? i want to know!!! i think i still have some feels for him but i really don't know...it's so hard to tell...like i said before. even if something did happen i don't think i should be with him again because he may hurt me =( it hurted so much that time...i wish it would never happen again.
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